Mr. Independent sent me a sms today:
I really want this to work
Me:
Me too...
Mr Independent:
Babe, tulog na tayo, Come here...Hug tight.
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
blogging again...feels good.
I have been blogging for almost 4 years but unfortunately I NEEDED to delete that blog .Naisip ko na maganda siguro na magkaroon na tahimik na buhay. Ngunit habang tumatagal di ko mapigilan magbasa ng blog ng mga friends ko and I realized I missed it so much. It took me a very long time to create (and keep) this new blog actually naka tatlong beses ako gumawa ng blog and everytime I have it the next day Im deleteing it. Siguro kasi I wasn't that ready to post stuff about my life...but here I am nagsusulat ulit...masarap, masaya. I tried to twicth some stuff kahit papano I have to keep it a little private and a bit anonymous.
I am hoping that things will be ok again di ko na siguro maiibalik yun dati pero Im glad that I am back, sabi nila kasi nakakatulong makalimot ang pagsusulat and I think thats true.
ps: thanks to some of my blog readers who send me messages through FB asking me to go back blogging. So here it is...(kaso di ko alam if I have to tell you guys the link so I'll let the fate do the work) :)
Menshealth urbanathlon 2010
This will be my second time joining the Urbanathlon, last year event I was with my blogger friends (I wonder if they're joining this year) this time I was able to convince my friends to join the run. Too bad I was hoping I will be joining the 10k, to my surprise the slots is already full. Anyway 5k is not that bad at all...I just hope this time it will be more exciting!!!
Monday, October 11, 2010
Adidas: KING OF THE ROAD 2010
I'd say this year singlet seems ordinary/dull. Last years bright yellow was amazing....Anyway I can't wait for the marathon come Oct 24. Adidas King of the Road 2009 run was my first ever marathon...and since then I am hooked.
Mr. Independent...is back again.
He arrived from his vacation abroad (it’s all over his FB shout out) we haven’t been exchanging sms for quite some time it was a surprised to hear from him and asking me to join for a Saturday night out with a common friend. I was trying not to reply back pretending I didn’t received anything…kaso ewan ko nga ba…I replied, I was telling myself not to!!! (stupid)
Though we had a little exchange of messages that day mga tanong na dapat sagutin, but he made it a point that I should be there. Feeling ko maybe he wanted to see me, siguro na miss nya ako, or maybe he run out of ‘toys’…for whatever it is pumayag ako, since I’m going to be with my friends naman. I figured if things will go wrong I can excuse my self-easily.
On the day of meet up, he was a bit lost so I had to go out of my way and meet him…and to be honest I was melting inside when I saw him. I keep on telling myself not to be too sweet to him, I need to be act just like one of his friends-civil lang. It was really cute when he asked me to turn around (we’re inside his car) when he wanted to change his shorts into jeans. We both laugh at it “ I saw you worst that that---we we’re naked together” I replied. But I still I turned around and let him change.
He was supposed to cancel the meet up he felt that he might get lost but he was saying such “ok lng I can die in boredom in my room” So now it’s my job na pilitin syang luamabas, YES. I still have something for him and I wanted to see him that night…I was preparing myself to see him again.
My friends were very nice to him in fact I think he was enjoying the attention. I couldn’t stop but grabbed his hands and hold em’ tight..it felt good. I may not be able to kiss him that night but that’s just ok having him next to me and able to hold his hand, made the night complete.
That night on our way home we sort things out and we’ll give another chance to what have been ended so fast. Honestly I’m getting scared the “if’s” and “buts” are playing inside my head-again. He is being sweet and all after last night….di kaya bored lang sya? I couldn’t help but wonder why do we need to pushed our self to these dramas that fact that we already had these before?
Though we had a little exchange of messages that day mga tanong na dapat sagutin, but he made it a point that I should be there. Feeling ko maybe he wanted to see me, siguro na miss nya ako, or maybe he run out of ‘toys’…for whatever it is pumayag ako, since I’m going to be with my friends naman. I figured if things will go wrong I can excuse my self-easily.
On the day of meet up, he was a bit lost so I had to go out of my way and meet him…and to be honest I was melting inside when I saw him. I keep on telling myself not to be too sweet to him, I need to be act just like one of his friends-civil lang. It was really cute when he asked me to turn around (we’re inside his car) when he wanted to change his shorts into jeans. We both laugh at it “ I saw you worst that that---we we’re naked together” I replied. But I still I turned around and let him change.
He was supposed to cancel the meet up he felt that he might get lost but he was saying such “ok lng I can die in boredom in my room” So now it’s my job na pilitin syang luamabas, YES. I still have something for him and I wanted to see him that night…I was preparing myself to see him again.
My friends were very nice to him in fact I think he was enjoying the attention. I couldn’t stop but grabbed his hands and hold em’ tight..it felt good. I may not be able to kiss him that night but that’s just ok having him next to me and able to hold his hand, made the night complete.
That night on our way home we sort things out and we’ll give another chance to what have been ended so fast. Honestly I’m getting scared the “if’s” and “buts” are playing inside my head-again. He is being sweet and all after last night….di kaya bored lang sya? I couldn’t help but wonder why do we need to pushed our self to these dramas that fact that we already had these before?
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
movie: CHARLIE ST. CLOUD
I decided to have movie date again with Smirk guy; this is the second time we went on movie date. And I’d like to say that he is fun to be with especially when watching movie siguro kasi he writes about movies (on this certain website) kaya he always has something to say, for his age at 23, he is very smart guy!
I’d rate the movie from 1 to 5, I’ll give 2.
The plot of the movie was about a relationship between two brothers who had an car accident younger brother died then Zac or Charlie blame himself because of it.
It nice to know that Zac is now on mature roles and I’d say the boy can really act. Aside from his hot physique he can be the next Brad Pitt I’d say.
Monday, October 4, 2010
Mr. Taken
I have been friends with him and his partner and they’re nice. Apparently I have been hanging out with my friend especially on my free time, and sometimes he would drop by my work and bring me food. I didn’t give any malice to it, I thought he was just being sweet and of course the fact that he knows the history of my broken relationship any act that is associated to that would just be a no no to me…
Until one time we spent a long drive together going south it’s a favor I asked to surprise Mr. Independent. It was already late then my friend asked if he could sleep over at my place, since I don’t see any bad motives from him I let him stayed over it was a bit awkward for me though but I let him since I asked favor naman for that long drive. Just to be fair (p.s. I just got a text message and he is here, brought me some snacks. I need to go down and pick it up… )
The hugging while sleeping was very new to me, “very new” because the person hugging me while sleeping is already committed. That’s not a good picture…I tried to move and pretend that nothing is going on. Then one time he visited me brought me food at work and chatted inside his car, and then there you go…the inevitable kiss he gave on my lips. I told him right away that he is already committed and I’m very sure his partner would favor on what his doing. It was an awkward scene but I have to tell him that because I know he is a good guy and won’t do anything bad for his relationship… but he just did. Allegedly.
So far everything is kinda normal now, but minsan di nya maiwasan mag biro…stuff like he wanted to kiss me and “more”…I tried to shrug it off and pretend it’s just a silly joke. Now it lead to me thinking, ganito ba ang nangyayari pag matagal na kayo sa relasyon? That it’s easy to do things coz you know at the end of the day you have someone to go home to and the capacity to extra yourself to somebody adds up spice to the relationship (or ego booster)? I would still like to hold on to the thought that we gay guys are still in believe of what true relationship is all about (mutual, permanent and exclusive), that we are not promiscuous bitch and that we gay guys can still think straight and keep our word.
Until one time we spent a long drive together going south it’s a favor I asked to surprise Mr. Independent. It was already late then my friend asked if he could sleep over at my place, since I don’t see any bad motives from him I let him stayed over it was a bit awkward for me though but I let him since I asked favor naman for that long drive. Just to be fair (p.s. I just got a text message and he is here, brought me some snacks. I need to go down and pick it up… )
The hugging while sleeping was very new to me, “very new” because the person hugging me while sleeping is already committed. That’s not a good picture…I tried to move and pretend that nothing is going on. Then one time he visited me brought me food at work and chatted inside his car, and then there you go…the inevitable kiss he gave on my lips. I told him right away that he is already committed and I’m very sure his partner would favor on what his doing. It was an awkward scene but I have to tell him that because I know he is a good guy and won’t do anything bad for his relationship… but he just did. Allegedly.
So far everything is kinda normal now, but minsan di nya maiwasan mag biro…stuff like he wanted to kiss me and “more”…I tried to shrug it off and pretend it’s just a silly joke. Now it lead to me thinking, ganito ba ang nangyayari pag matagal na kayo sa relasyon? That it’s easy to do things coz you know at the end of the day you have someone to go home to and the capacity to extra yourself to somebody adds up spice to the relationship (or ego booster)? I would still like to hold on to the thought that we gay guys are still in believe of what true relationship is all about (mutual, permanent and exclusive), that we are not promiscuous bitch and that we gay guys can still think straight and keep our word.
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